I went to a stroke support group meeting on Wednesday and met several other people who had also had a stroke. All of the people except for the group moderator were over age 65. It was nice to hear other people stories of their recovery. A point which was made which I found to be true. There are some people who just don’t understand what it means when you tell them you had a stroke. A stroke means the brain’s blood supply is blocked or a blood vessel within the brain ruptures. I had a stroke on the left side of my brain. I also had a brain hemorrhage on the right side of my brain. A hemorrhage is when blood from brain trauma irritates the brain tissue. This causes swelling in the brain. Another name for this is cerebral edema.
The reason why I had additional bleeding in the brain at the time was because the ventricular catheter of my shunt was on the wrong side. When it was moved back to the right side of my brain according to the doctors I had an additional bleed on the right side of my brain. In my opinion, I think I had the stroke before I went in for surgery and I had an additional bleed when the ventricular catheter was moved to the right side. I passed out before I got to the Operating Room. I hadn’t been given any anesthesia yet, just the IV had been inserted. The stroke it caused traumatic brain injury. TBI happens when the brain is hit by a sudden force or when an object pierces the skull and enters brain tissue.
Side effects of stroke include behavioral changes, memory loss, physical and emotional changes. Six months later, I’m still having some walking and balance issues. I still struggle with the emotional and behavior changes. I’m more anti-social than I was before. On certain days sleeping in past my usual time of 7am is too easy. Which is why I only allow myself to do this sometimes.
The changes in my brain haven’t prevented me from continuing the work I was doing before March. It took me seven weeks, but I was able to finish a graphic novel I had been working on since January. In order to get back into illustrating it took me about four months before I was able to continue working on anything. At first it was too overwhelming and having to sit down and draw for various periods of time was too much multitasking for my brain to handle.